Season 1 Episode 8… Dawson’s Creek…..When Pacey and Dawson are talking in the row boat about that type of friendship Dawson and Joey have.. the kind where they don’t have to say anything at all and be able to pick up on what each other are thinking…hits home.
Finally having some time to put together a quick blog, time has been flying by and I’ve just been trying to enjoy every moment left of my undergraduate career so this quiet moment is pretty refreshing right now.
Last night I was knocked out early since my plan was to wake up at 5:30 am to leave by 7 am and make it back to 9fest. [[Epic Fail]] Good ole’ Sally (my car) decided she didn’t want to move or start up in general. All I literally could do was laugh. I was bummed because 9fest was the last fest of my collegiate career but I did get to spend the day with my childhood best friend so that was nice. Like a good friend of mine would remind me on a daily basis (if we actually talked on a daily basis that is)..Everything happens for a reason :)
I cannot believe that I have officially 4 weeks left at this place where I have spent my last four years of my life. It’s a bittersweet feeling to say the least. I have no idea as of yet where I’m going to be next year and strangely enough after a conversation two weeks ago with a good friend I walked out even more comfortable with that idea. I’m okay not knowing where I’m going to be, I’m embracing this feeling of the unknown and being grateful that I actually am able to be alive to feel it. Wherever I do end up, I’m sure that I am going to be OK :)
These last few weeks are about to move even faster than the others. I’m about to just sit back and enjoy the ride.. live it up& cherish every second of it. Best four years of my life.. met some of my best friends that I will carry with me throughout life.
I miss my sister. My other half. I’ve been so busy trying to figure out what I’m doing after graduation and getting my life together I haven’t been able to talk to the people who mean the most to me :( this girl has stood by my side & is literally my sister at heart. I couldn’t imagine my life without her. I love her with every ounce of me!! I just hope she knows a of this already :)
I always visualize myself seeing you on the street one day and just walking up behind you and hugging you. You drive me crazy & I can’t stand you sometimes but the love i have for you is indescribable… I can’t let go right away smh one I will but not completely, part of my heart will always be missing. Before then I hope I get that chance and courage to give you that hug bc it might be the last….